UPSC prep mein baal gire? 22 mein ganja ho jayega kya? 😭 Motivation do!

Yaar, aaj toh bilkul breakdown ho gaya. Subah uthi to mirror mein dekha, aur lagbhag 2-3 inch ke baal gire hue the pillow pe. Mummy ne kal phone pe kaha, "Beta theek se khaa rahi ho?" toh maine jhooth bol diya ki haan, par pata nahi kab se ek time ka khana bhi nahi ho pa raha. Rajinder Nagar ki library mein baithi hoon, lekin padhne ka man nahi karta. Bas ghante lag rahe hain ek page complete karte karte. Kal raat 3 baje tak jaagti rahi, phir subah 6 baje alarm baja to laga ki kaash ye sab sapna ho.

Ghar waalon ko kya bataun? Papa sochte hain ki main bahut mehnat kar rahi hoon, lekin andar se kuch bhi nahi ho raha. Ek dost ne kaha ki depression hota hai, lekin main sochti hoon ki yeh toh sirf UPSC ki wajah se hai. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki kya ye sab worth it hai? Hair fall dekh ke aur bhi dar lagta hai - 22 ki umar mein gend baal ho jayenge kya?

Kya kisi ne bhi is stage ko face kiya hai? Thoda motivate karo ya koi practical tip do. Kya therapy lena chahiye ya yeh phase normal hai? Please help.