Subah uthi toh haath nahi uth rahe, kya ye depression hai ya main akeli hoon?

Yaar, aaj subah uthi to socha chai banaun, lekin haath nahi uth rahe the. Pata nahi kyun, man karta hai bas aise hi pade rahun, deewar ginte rahun. Bacche hostel me hain, pati Dubai mein business trip pe. Ghar mein koi nahi hai, aur main yahan akeli. Kisi ne bola 'high functioning depression' hota hai, aise log office jaate hain, kaam karte hain, but andar se toot rahe hote hain. Mera bhi aisa hi hai lagta hai—subah uthna, ghar ka kaam karna, sab kuch karti hoon, but koi khushi nahi. Roz ek tablet le rahi hoon, par usse bas neend aati hai, dimaag toh kuch kaam nahi karta. Family ko kya bataun? Woh bolenge 'tum toh sab kuch kar rahi ho, kya depression?' Lekin andar ka sukoon khatam ho gaya hai. Kya aap logon ne bhi aisa feel kiya hai? Iska koi ilaaj hai ya yahi zindagi hai? Thoda guidance dedo na.