Raat 2 baje EMI ka hisaab, neend udd gayi! Koi zinda hai?

Raat ke 2 baje hain, aur main phir se jaag raha hoon. Teesri raat ho gayi hai aise hi. Aankh band karta hoon toh bas EMI ka calculation dimaag mein chalta rehta hai. Loan ka statement phone mein khol ke rakha hai, jaise dekhne se kuch kam ho jayega.

Pichhle hafte ek dost ne bola, "yaar tu itna tension mat le, sab theek ho jayega." Usse achha hota agar woh chup rehta. Log samajhte hain ki job chali gayi toh bas paise ki problem hai. Nahi yaar, andar se kuch aur hi toot raha hai. Subah uthke bivi ko dekhna aur uske chehre par woh chinta... woh sabse zyada todta hai. Woh kehti hai sab manage kar lenge, par main jaanta hoon woh raat mein roti hai jab main sota nahi hoon.

Doctor ne ek dawai di thi, par usse neend aati hai toh subah uthta nahi hoon. Phir bhi aaj raat lene ka soch raha hoon. Koi bata sakta hai ki kya sahi hai? Yeh dawai lena theek hai ya phir counselling better hai? Bas koi apna experience share karo, thoda sa hi sahi. Bahut akela feel ho raha hai is waqt.