Papa kyun nahi aate meeting mein? Beta ne poochha toh shame me jal gaya! Kya ab openly admit karun?

Yaar, aaj kuch ajeeb sa din tha. Mera beta, 10 saal ka, school se aaya toh bola "Papa, aaj mera friend puch raha tha ki tum kyun nahi aate parents' meeting mein." I just froze. Pichle 2 saal se main kisi bhi school function mein nahi gaya. Shame lagti hai. Sabko pata hai main peeta tha, kyunki ek baar toh school mein hi drunk aa gaya tha. Woh scene abhi yaad aata hai toh jali hui roti lagti hai.

Ab therapy chal rahi hai, ek acupuncturist bhi mila hai. Withdrawal symptoms abhi bhi aate hain, raat ko neend nahi aati, body mein jalan si hoti hai. Par main roj ek chhota step le raha hoon. Aaj wife se kaha ki main next parents' meeting mein aaunga. Woh kuch nahi boli, bas haan kiya. Lekin mujhe dar lagta hai—log kya sochenge? Kya woh mujhe judge karenge? Beta toh khush hoga na?

Maine socha hai ki pehle class teacher se personally milun, apna past share karun, aur honestly batadun ki main ab theek ho raha hoon. Kya aap logon ne bhi aisa kiya? Apne bachche ke school ya relatives ke saamne openly admit kiya ki aap sharaab ke aadi the? Kaisa reaction mila? Thoda guidance chahiye, yaar.