Bottle ka sukoon ab balcony mein mila! Kya yeh hamesha rahega?

Doston, aaj kuch din pehle ki baat batata hoon. Ghar mein shaam ka waqt tha, bachche apne kamre mein, patni kitchen mein. Main drawing room mein akela baitha tha. Achanak ek vellepan sa aaya, ek khalipan. Woh purani aadat thi na, ek peg lagane ka time. Haan, ab toh nahi peeta, lekin woh khayal aata hai, seedha dimaag mein. Aaj maine kuch alag kiya. Badi mushkil se utha, fridge se nimbu paani banaya, thoda sa namak aur jeera daal kar. Aur phir balkoni mein jakar baitha. Hawa achi thi, thandi thandi. Patni ne dekha toh andar se hi bol di, “theek ho na?” Bas itna sunkar mera gala bhar aaya. Sharam bhi aati hai ki kitna gira hua tha main, par unka support hai toh lagta hai sab theek ho jayega.

Mera liver thoda kamjor hai, doctor ne kaha hai dheere dheere recovery hogi. Withdrawal symptoms jaise chidchidapan, neend na aana, kabhi kabhi haath kaampna – yeh sab hai abhi bhi. Par main koshish kar raha hoon.

Mera sawaal aapse yeh hai: aap log woh “peace” kaise dhunde ho jo pehle bottle mein milti thi? Main aaj balkoni mein baith ke laga mujhe woh sukoon mil gaya, par kya woh hamesha rahega? Koi experience share karo please.