Betey ne pehli baar chai banayi, mujhe tod diya!

Doston, aaj kuch share karna chahta hoon. Kal raat mere bete ne mujhe chai banake di. Pehli baar. Woh 12 saal ka hai. Pichle 3-4 saal mein usne mujhe sirf nashe mein dekha hai, maybe. Jab woh cup rakh raha tha, uska haath kaanp raha tha. Maine kaha "beta, sab theek hai". Woh bola "Papa, aap abhi bhi kaanpte ho na?" Uski baat ne mujhe tod diya.

Maine socha, yeh bachha mujhse darrta hai ya sharmata hai. Pata nahi. Main 2 mahine se sober hoon, par withdrawal symptoms abhi bhi hain - body mein jalan, neend nahi aati. Family support kar rahi hai, lekin jab biwi se aankh milati hoon toh woh palak jhapak leti hai, jaise mujhse kuch chhupa rahi ho. Shame bahut hai. Ghar mein abhi bhi woh purani bottle ki smell nahi hai, par uska dar hai.

Main Liver detox ke liye Ayurvedic kadha pee raha hoon, lekin raat ko uthke rota hoon. Koi mujhe gale lagaye toh lagta hai main deserve nahi karta.

Bhai-behen, aapne apne rishtedaron ko kaise bataya ki ab main change ho raha hoon? Woh log mujh par trust kyun nahi karte? Koi suggestion ho toh batao.