Bipolar ka cycle: depression se hypomania, ab lamotrigine par 2 weeks, koi asar nahi! Kya karein?

Aaj kal ek strange cycle chal rahi hai. Ek hafte depression mein doob jaati hoon, kuch karne ka mann nahi karta, bas bed par padi rahti hoon. Phir suddenly 2-3 din hypomanic, kaam karna hai, sab kuch sahi lagta hai, husband se bhi pyaar karti hoon. Lekin phir wahi... depression aata hai aur woh ghinaunaa wapas.

Maine lithium try kiya tha, but side effects se weight gain bahut ho gaya, ab doctor ne lamotrigine diya hai. 2 weeks ho gaye, kuch farak nahi pad raha. Khud ko bahut alone feel karti hoon. Mera husband ke saath bhi tension hai, woh mujhe samajh nahi paate. Kabhi lage woh mujhse khush hai, kabhi lagta hai woh shadi pe pachtawta hai. Main bas chahti hoon ki ek baar stable ho jaaun, par yeh cycle kabhi khatam hoti nahi.

Kya kisi aur ko bhi lamotrigine se kuch improvement aaya hai? Kitne time lagta hai asar dikhane mein? Aur family ka support kaise milta hai jab woh samajh nahi paate? Please koi help karo. Bahut thak gayi hoon.